Some Kind of Wonderful (feat. JP)

Try to find my way
Through the world today
All I'm looking for
Is some kind of wonderful

It's hard to remember that we're blessed
when we're tethered by the stress
And just weathering the rest
It's hard making letters with the pen when you're broke
And hope would go so much better with a check
Hard to think, I want to start to drink
Make a self-pity club call it Martyrs Inc
The newsletters free and that's hard to beat
We're all too poor to ever charge a fee
Pardon me, it's been a heck of year
Incredible fear, couple medical scares
try to take it all with impeccable air
I'm fighting with myself, rather wrestle a bear
Everyday I feel like I'm coming in a thunderdome
Not quite sure that i'll be the one that's runnin' home
Everyday I feel I'm gettin' less lovable
Yea, I'm just waiting for some kind of wonderful

I try, and I try, and I try some more
Try to find, try to find, what I'm guided towards
I want to be happy and be comfortable
I wanna feel some kind of wonderful

Try to find my way
Through the world today
All I'm lookin' for
Is some kind of wonderful

It's difficult to get a hold and get afloat
So many of us drowning and we don't got a bigger boat
It's difficult to get a hold and get afloat
So many of us drowning and we don't got a bigger boat

My fam ain't doing too bad
I make enough so my place got some food and a bed
So why am I like cyanide
To anybody ever that's by my side
I'm not tryin' to lie, I'll be tryin' to hide
And be hard to detect like a cyber crime
Why do I feel so empty
Why do I feel like everyone's against me
Dad dead, mom sick, half brother convict
And I can't seem to ever make a good project
No wonder I feel like mince meat, hence me
Always being testy when I talk about the topics
Sex, drugs, rock n' roll
Ain't that the life that you want for sure
Lately though I don't feel that way so I don't fit in to the culture I hold
So dear to my heart, puts fear in the heart
Ain't no way to prepare for the part
Like I got a car with the headlights broke and here I go trying to steer in the dark
That's why I'm having all the accidents
I think I need a bag full of magic tricks
To make something out of nothing, when a bun is in the oven and
I can't control the game but my thumb is on the button whats happening

I try, and I try, and I try some more
Try to find, try to find, what I'm guided towards
I want to be happy and be comfortable
I wanna feel some kind of wonderful

Try to find my way
Through the world today
All I'm lookin' for
Is some kind of wonderful

Too many feelings that just come and go
Waiting on, waiting on, some kind of wonderful
Too many feelings that just come and go
Waiting on, waiting on, some kind of wonderful

I feel lost at sea being pulled by the undertow
Waitin' on some kind of wonderful
Problems go from minor to major real quick
I ain't ready yet to go and meet my creator
But livin' with myself is unbearable
The only thing I'm good at is being terrible
Going through my life with a fine tooth comb
Try to put the findings into fine tuned poems
Speak about the heartbreak and the habits
How I got about as much fire as a wet book of matches
Times gettin' shorter I speak on it at length
Crunch time but I don't got abdominal strength
Can't really do it on my own no more
Since I failed I don't want to go home no more
Looking for a place as I am, I can come and go
Maybe show up Sunday look for some kind of wonderful

I try, and I try, and I try some more
Try to find, try to find, what I'm guided towards
I want to be happy and be comfortable
I wanna feel some kind of wonderful

Try to find my way
Through the world today
All I'm lookin' for
Is some kind of wonderful