Camouflage

With a side of self sabotage...

Ya, yuh

You could say I have commitment issues
I'm sorry if I disappear on you
I wanna promise that I won't forget u
But the truth is I'm just barely hangin onto
The memory of who I was supposed to be
But I'll never be the better me reality hurts
Ya its better for everyone if you don't get close to me
Cuz eventually I'm gunna leave, I'm already turned

I just hesitate, n fade away
While everybody elevates
They levitate and fly away
I'm inside a tiny cage
I made myself with no ones help
At least it's safe inside my shell...
Thats what I tell myself to justify the cell I built
That slowly melts around me cuz the world is up in smoke
and tumbling down it's still astounding how I choke N keep on
Drowning
My hearts pounding till I run into the ground
If a seed thats planted never sprouts does it make a sound?

Take a bite out of my pride with a side of self sabotage
Wash it down with silence then I'm hidin like I'm camouflage
Like I'm camouflage, hidin like I'm camouflage, like I'm camouflage
Camouflage
Take a bite out of my pride with a side of self sabotage
Wash it down with silence then I'm hidin like I'm camouflage
Like I'm camouflage, hidin like I'm camouflage, like I'm camouflage
Camouflage, camouflage, camouflage

Ill try to make it loud
So you can hear me through the crowd
Ill try to make it loud
So you can hear me through the crowd
Ill try to make it loud
So you can hear me through the crowd
Ill try to make it loud
So you can hear me through the crowd

Take a bite out of my pride with a side of self sabotage
Wash it down with silence then I'm hidin like I'm camouflage
Like I'm camouflage, hidin like I'm camouflage, like I'm camouflage
Camouflage, camouflage, camouflage

With a side of self sabotage...