Nothing Left

It doesn't matter how hard I try now, I'll never cope with this
I try to convince myself every day, but I have lost my faith, it's completely gone
I never knew, what my life would become like
I could not imagine, what my future held
I was not prepared, for what would come into my life
I had to accept it, there was no other way

You have sacrificed, your life, your time, your youth and so much more
Now there is nothing left but memories of your atrocities

I feared that, one of these bleak days, you would be gone
No more suffering, and no more cruel pain, just a kiss from Death and then you were gone
I do not know, why you got caught into trouble
I couldn't even imagine, how you would treat someone wrong
I was so surprised, when I got the horrible news
You were shot dead in a robbery that had gone bad

You have sacrificed, your life, your time, your youth and so much more
Now there is nothing left but memories of your atrocities
You have sacrificed, your life, your time, your youth and so much more
Now there is nothing left but memories of your atrocities

You were mine and only mine
Until mental illness took control of your mind
Then one day I lost you for good
A psychotic breakdown made you lose all the sense you still had