Never Hold Back

I will never back down
Y'all giving up, I would never tap out
Y'all cappin', I would never cap out
Made it out the mud from the back of my dad house
I was so selfish, livin' with a death wish
It was so temptin' to ignore my blessings
Always in bed but never felt rested
Livin' so fast, coulda died or got arrested

Mind was a prison, and I was a victim
But I was a villain, was losin' my vision
I felt somethin' missing with every decision
I think to myself I should be more forgivin'
The Devil was hittin', but I battled back
Before it was too late, I got back on track
Got used to depression and panic attacks
But I kept walkin' through Hell, and I never look back

I won't ever back down again
Life's been throwin' me challenges
I've been staying on track with it
And I
Will keep it going 'til the very end
When my life's put to the test
I will not accept second best

I will never back down, I will never hold back
Success up on my mind, and I want it so bad
I will never hold back
I will never hold back
I will never back down, I will never hold back
Success up on my mind, and I want it so bad
I will never hold back
I will never hold back

I'ma let 'em know that
Every time you hear me on a track, I be in
High resolution
But my last solution didn't really combat abusive
Have the second hearing, get 'em, skid 'em outta that, use it
Crash the cruise ship, what'cha thought I got a God for real?
Eat filet mignon and lobster tail
All-day all because I stopped and got some help, and now I'm healed

Some days I feel like lickin' off all the film inside a dollar bill
That I forgot was still up on the closet shelf
Pull out the couch and pill so I could drop the peel
I don't ever find shit, just the cough drops, so I start to peel
The seal off of the mouthwash
Chug it just to get a mouth touch for my old alcoholic self

I won't ever back down again
Life's been throwin' me challenges
I've been staying on track with it
And I
Will keep it going 'til the very end
When my life's put to the test
I will not accept second best
I will never back down, I will never hold back

Success up on my mind, and I want it so bad
I will never hold back
I will never hold back
I will never back down, I will never hold back
Success up on my mind, and I want it so bad
I will never hold back
I will never hold back