Alone

Every damn day
Deal with this pain
Deal with the people who told me I'm great
They turned into snakes
They turned into fakes
They turned into someone that I cannot let in my way
Get out of my face
I'm sad and I'm lonely
All I wanted was somebody to hold me
All I wanted was somebody to know me
But nobody wants me
Nobody loves me
Sit in this house and I drown in this bubbly
Isn't it lovely
Yeah
Isn't it lovely
Sitting inside of a room and I contemplate
I'm reaching inside a dresser and grabbing some razorblades
Cutting myself and I let the hurt resonate
Telling myself that it don't matter anyway

Oh I feel alone
I feel alone
Everyday
I feel alone

My reflection is one that is not perfect
Look at my face and I see that I am hurting
Look at my wrist see the blood that just keeps splurging
I don't know why God thinks that these kids deserve this
They don't
Put down your phone
Realize that they live with you inside of your home
They feel alone
You do not know
Why don't you know
Probably cause you're worried about bills
Caught up in the money instead of what's real
Take a second and ask them how they feel
How do you feel
Suicidal suicidal
All of the pain they let idle
Honestly you were their idol
You used to be their parent now they are watching you
Losing that title

Oh I feel alone
I feel alone
Everyday
I feel alone



Credits
Writer(s): Davel Mckenzie, Dave Young
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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