Real Life

This my real life, Aye
I could give a fuck what they feel like
I know things really aren't what they seem like
For the fam and the love get my team right, Yeah
They don't know what I've been through
Yeah, I've been doing things how I want to
I've been down in the dirt yeah I fall too
For the fam and the Love I'ma stay true, hey

And ever since my born day I've been destined to shine
If they talk that bullshit then I'm deaf and blind
I need a sign, can't they see it I'm an old land mine
Bitch I've been waiting just to blow up for a long damn time
And now I'm grown and I'm, from the city where I grew up at
Been chasing bands like it's music class,
I've been putting work in overtime I ain't new to that
This is like ten years in the making staying true to that
Plus I remember growing up, didn't know it yet
But everything would go and change once my father left
I started putting all these songs on the internet
I had to grow up quick, change up, euro step
But that's the old me
They think they know, they don't know me
Things change with time take it slowly
I need a sign can you show me, yeah

This my real life, Aye
I could give a fuck what they feel like
I know things really aren't what they seem like
For the fam and the love get my team right, Yeah
They don't know what I've been through
Yeah, I've been doing things how I want to
I've been down in the dirt yeah I fall too
For the fam and the Love I'ma stay true, hey

I can't forget all of the times I've seen my momma cry
So much anxiety, depression, thoughts of suicide
They never see all of the pain we try to keep inside
I had to take a look within I had to modify
Been earning stripes and I ain't even join the army
They talking down I know some people want to harm me
We hit the lines so many times turn to a zombie
I got this shit all on my brain can't let it haunt me
And this is all me
On my own I've been facing my fears
I've been down but I'm still standing here
And that's year after year
Cold sweats in the nights they appear
The things I carry with me like souvenirs
It's all clear
My ex girl broke my heart had a family in plans
I turn around now she got a new man
But hey it's all good
'Cause through the ups and the downs
You know this life's good
To find some peace in the night
Maybe we all could

This my real life, Aye
I could give a fuck what they feel like
I know things really aren't what they seem like
For the fam and the love get my team right, Yeah
They don't know what I've been through
Yeah, I've been doing things how I want to
I've been down in the dirt yeah I fall too
For the fam and the Love I'ma stay true, hey

This my real life, Aye
I could give a fuck what they feel like
I know things really aren't what they seem like
For the fam and the love get my team right, Yeah
They don't know what I've been through
Yeah, I've been doing things how I want to
I've been down in the dirt yeah I fall too
For the fam and the Love I'ma stay true, hey

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