Lost in This Feeling

Dark thoughts in the daytime
Got me daydreaming bout the night time
I wanna disappear with no lifelines
Getting strung out like a clothesline
Fantasies I don't know why
Still plan to be what they'd love to see
But I'm so high half my friends died
From the fentanyl swear I wanna cry
And RIP how the time flies
Think I'm getting sick from the cyanide
Do the spirits see when you're trying to hide
Tell me what'd you see on the other side
And is it me or these thoughts of mine
I'm borderline by the border signs
Bout to cross over where world's collide
If you certified why the worried mind
It's an empty spot when you fall behind
I cant ever stop they cant take your pride nah

But day after day I've been lost in this feeling
While shadows are dancing on-top of my ceiling
So stare at this wall tell me how you've been dealing
Can't stand all the thoughts in your head til they're leaving
Cause day after day we're just lost in this feeling
Like silence that's building the thoughts are deceiving

My past glories in the rear-view
Think I'm far out I ain't near you
And if fate is real I'll have a deal soon
Where's the future at I need a clear view
Tear the sutures out let me heal you
If the pain was gone would you feel new
Like

Paranoia got me in its grip
What's the benefit of being this sick
If all my lines too dope to hit
I got a worried mind I need to flip the script
They'll take you for a ride like the dealership
Trying to start my roll with the wheels bent
And you can rent my soul at 50 percent
That's a great deal til it's all spent
I can't tell what's real verse the fake shit
Is your life a chore or vacation
I'm short of breath straight wasted
Trying to write a song losing patience
Couldn't right my wrongs trying to save this
Cause one day you're here then it's grave shift
Til it's all gone and we're vanquished
It's the same game when the game ends
And I'm playing strange never changing
Still chasing fame but you're chained in

But day after day I've been lost in this feeling
While shadows are dancing on-top of my ceiling
So stare at this wall tell me how you've been dealing
Can't stand all the thoughts in your head til they're leaving
Cause day after day we're just lost in this feeling
Like silence that's building the thoughts are deceiving



Credits
Writer(s): Collin Weddell
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