Product of Dedication

I put band aids over permanent damages
I do not know how to manage this
Feeling inside, I feel like I died
No I didn't got through no average
Shit
Put 40 in the clip
Get back at every mother fucker thinking that they know how I live
Cause I don't really wanna live
I got too many people that's all up in my biz
When I was drowning, ain't nobody help me
Now I'm not letting y'all get on my ship
Uh
Started a new wave
Started a new trend
I'm doing new things
I got some new friends
I turned to new man

I got this feeling all up in my stomach
I see it, I want it, I know that I'm coming
You hearing the shots so you know that I'm gunning
I turned something into something bigger
I was never nothing, I am not a quitter
I'm a winner winner
Fuck a big dinner
I want big triggers
I'm getting hungry as fuck
Imma start eating these rappers up
Big body like a truck
Big hollows, big body slammers
Mask up, they got body cameras
Money won't solve all your problems
Fuck that cause imma buy the answers
Pretty penny for a shitty pattern
Stuck inside the dark without a lantern

Here is a piece of advice
I'm not sliding, only move in the night
Shawty slide in, what she do with the pipe
I'm not really one to stay with the fights
But threaten the fam and I'm taking a life
Cook em up, throw in the sugar and spice
Food for thought, but I'm not thinking it twice
Stab em, let em have it, bring out the knife
Savage, reeking havoc, do it in spite
Blast em, body bag him, toe tagging, so manic, soul grabbing, pole blasting
Anything to keep the flow the fastest
Flow from here to Calabasas
Try to match it
I ran outta competition
Little pity rapper with no pot to piss in
Drop a body, not a fucking opp will miss him
Aw shit
Not even a opp gonna miss that boy
I send a shot, imma hit that boy
Get that boy
Split that boy
Get my hands on him, imma rip that boy
I swear to god I'm a product of dedication
Shitty accusations try to rip me apart
I'm at the end before you even start
Let me begin
Never forget when he brought out the bins
Never forget, I was cutting my skin
Start at the wrist
Moved to the thighs
Cutting deeper thought I would die
Trapped in my mind
Everybody in my life fucked me over
Never forget, even when I get older
Body diluted, got rid of pollution cause
When I got smarter is when I got sober

When I got smarter when I sobered up
Life only gets harder when you growing up
Touch one of us and we all going nuts
Touch one of us and we bussin
Yah ducking these hundreds and fifty's
Like we at the club
Catch one of us lacking
I doubt it
We bout it like
Like you do not want it
We sparking em up

Speaking of which
How you finna talk shit
Boy you is built like a blunt
You are not tough
You can get flipped like a switch
You can get smoke like a dub
Not one of us
And we not one of you
You can pull up, you can see what it do
Talkin that shit get you caught like the flu