The Negative

Every time I wake up, I just wanna scream
Couldn't get the finer so I enjoy simple things
Wishing that I could have took a different fuckin' path
When I fall asleep this is what I have Suicidal thoughts and suicidal dreams
Staring at the world life ain't really how it seems
I won't get no tattoos, the scars help me see
What I went and been through you do not know me

Swallow hella pills so I cannot wake again
Starting to think Mary Jane will be my only friend
Give me a full dose of heroin
Thinking if they bring me back I'll overdose again
Aiming a 9 mm at my fuckin' brain
Some say I need help, put him in a straight-jacket
Didn't like the rules I went against the grain
She didn't think a skinny lanky nigga would be packin'

This is for the depressed ones who wanna stay at home
They don't want to talk so they turned off their phones
Most important, they're afraid to let you know their secrets
That's why they always wanna be alone
I was cutting on my arm back in 2018
The teacher saw my knife so he went to get the dean
I guess I left a blood trail as I fled the scene
And inside my cup was pills and promethazine

Every time I wake up, I just wanna scream
Couldn't get the finer so I enjoy simple things
Wishing that I could have took a different fuckin' path
When I fall asleep this is what I have Suicidal thoughts and suicidal dreams
Staring at the world life ain't really how it seems
I won't get no tattoos, the scars help me see
What I went and been through you do not know me

Every time I wake up, I just wanna scream
Couldn't get the finer so I enjoy simple things
Wishing that I could have took a different fuckin' path
When I fall asleep this is what I have Suicidal thoughts and suicidal dreams
Staring at the world life ain't really how it seems
I won't get no tattoos, the scars help me see
What I went and been through you do not know me, bitch!



Credits
Writer(s): Armani Edwards
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