Fall Apart

I just can't let you go
I just can't let you go again
I fall apart when I think of you
I can't do this alone
I can't do this alone again
I fall apart when I think of you
When I think of you
When I think of you
I fall apart when I think of you

Every woman that I've ever met
I have taken them for granted
Yes, I took them all so far
And then I left them all stranded
Stuck in the middle
And like a riddle
I continue with so little
Hardly anything left
In my chest
I confess
There is nothing really left
'Cause I played the game of love
And I never read the signs
No, I never read the rules
That if you play with a heart
It is you who will lose
It is you who regrets
And I will no longer pretend
Like I have no heart
'Cause the truth
Is that I fall apart
Every time I think of you
Every time I face the truth
That I played the game of love like a fool
And forgiveness is not enough
'Cause I really need your love
Yes, I need you by my side
'Cause I need that ride or die
Something that I left behind
When I was still living blind
And I was troubled deep inside
I was crippled in my mind

I just can't let you go
I just can't let you go again
I fall apart when I think of you
I can't do this alone
I can't do this alone again
I fall apart when I think of you
When I think of you
When I think of you
I fall apart when I think of you

Everyday I think of you
And I know you think of me
But the difference is that I
Want you back into my life
I don't wanna justify
But I was crippled mentally
So everything that I built
I watched it slowly fall apart
And there was nothing I could do
So I took it out on you
Everyday I think of you
And I know you think of me
But the difference is that you
Know me as the man to blame
For living with so much disdain
And despite the fact that you
Were willing to sustain the pain
I did my very fucking best
To push you very far away
And now you're over me
Meanwhile I barely realize
That everyone in my life
Is a fucking parasite
'Cause the only love I had
Well, I took her for granted
And ever since then
My heart feels stranded
This is not the way I planned it
This is just the life that's handed
Now you see me in a panic
'Cause there's no one to blame
This is all my fault

I just can't let you go
I just can't let you go again
I fall apart when I think of you
I can't do this alone
I can't do this alone again
I fall apart when I think of you
When I think of you
When I think of you
I fall apart when I think of you