If I Die Tonight (feat. Yung$obKid)

If I die tonight
Whose gon question my decisions that I've made in life
Whose gon question me for tryna' take my fucken life
If I end it all
Will you cry for me
I'm still running in my head
All these questions in my head
I'm still chasing after meds
Paranoia is my friend
Says he wants to see me dead
Fighting demons in my head
I'm alone, I need some rest
I don't think you understand

No, no
Been exactly where you been
I was locked up in a cage
Told myself I was okay
Was alone, felt the pain
All the demons that you say
I still fight them every day
Cause a life without a struggle
Is a life without a gain
Yeah, yeah
I remember back then
When nobody else cared
I was caught up in despair
I was lost in my emotions
Helping you is finding closure
While the reapers getting closer

All my thoughts
Keep spinning
Like my life is in a circle
I've been carrying weight
Like the world is on my shoulders

I know we relate
To the hatred of this world

Something bout' this conversation
Make it feels so pure
I can tell you how I'm feeling
Even at my worst

I confide in you
Like sinner to a priest
Tell you all my secrets
There's no judgment when you speak
I guess you're not so different
Cause you practice what you preach

You believed in me

In this moment we got people
Fighting for they lives
Have you called a friend
Asked them if they're doing fine
Do you care enough to call em
Do they run your mind
Put aside your pride, give a hand, do or die
Take a trip inside my mind
Understand we aren't fine
It's a prison with no time
In a battle to survive
I'm just hoping that you hear me
And you see between the lines
All I'm asking is for awareness
Be a blessing in disguise

All my thoughts
Keep spinning
Like my life is in a circle
I've been carrying weight
Like the world is on my shoulders

I know we relate
To the hatred of this world

Something bout' this conversation
Make it feels so pure
I can tell you how I'm feeling
Even at my worst

I confide in you
Like sinner to a priest
Tell you all my secrets
There's no judgment when you speak
I guess you're not so different
Cause you practice what you preach

You believed in me
You believed in me
Yeah,
You believed in me
You believed in me

Roses



Credits
Writer(s): Jason Chavez
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