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(I just gotta spit some real shit, this my mic yo let me finish)

Erick is Swell, the depression rapper
Been kicked till I fell thank 'em for the lesson after
Once upon a time thought me and you would be living happily ever after
Just immortalize me on this beat
Since back in the day been bringing in the heat
Yea my rhymes started sounding mean
Soon as I let go of that low self esteem
Soon as I let go, I returned to the stage
Naw back in the day can't be my only page
I got plenty more to fight for
I feel braver than ever before
Feel like I might break a bone on that rail
Dawg I feel brave why am I still biting my nails
For so long been trapped in this shell
That's why I started this music shit as Swell
Worried I won't get my chance to prevail
Feel like the whole world just want me to fail
Nightmares of him banging the final nail
Nightmares of him knockin' his head to the pillow
Nightmares of him finding me as I get my mail
Only after he started treating me so shallow
We shouldn't allow this to continue
But homie tonight I got bacon on the menu
See this character named piggy
Acted sickly, towards me
Then called me gay, like get some pussy
His sister the first person that I see
I knew I was wrong when she called me sick
After I asked her if she would suck my-

Naw, naw, I rather not
Yo why is this shit so hard to jot
Down on the page
For so long been ashamed
But finally exploding your cage
Your judgement no longer faze me
After I told my side of the story

Can't say I'm sorry
For so long I stayed silent
But I learned that silence is violent
This keyboard my trident
When I rhyme I don't wanna abide
When I'm hit with your misplacement
I'll just take it in stride
Even if I never leave the basement
All I'll feel is pride
Dawg, I've never felt so alive
Just tune the loop then I vibe
Our secrets I no longer wanna hide
I broke your barrier
Found there are some people scarier
Than some fake gangster
Who just likes dick in his exterior
I feel like Abstract on Junky
I get attacked then called a pussy
But I swear to God as long as I make an impact
My mind might stop feeling like it was hijacked
And If you ever decide again now's the time to try to make contact
There's nothing I can do this time but laugh
Because I think I've finally moved past that
I am my own human being, I am strong and free
I will never be who you define me to be, so say whatever that you please homie
My last named is warrior I won't surrender
My heart is ember, you can break it never
Music a part of my soul; tho I'm overly critical
Just want to say that souls like me and you are connected spiritual
(Mi-mi-miracle)
(Ly-lyra-lyric-lyrical)