Let You Go - Edit

Let you go
To save my soul
I say goodbye
But it don't feel right
Block you out
My thoughts are loud
I want you here
But my head's not clear

Hey Chris, I know that I said I needed space
But please come over, I just wanna see your face
I guess I get kinda scared, and I don't want to be a disgrace
But every time you come around, I feel like I'm in the safest place

I don't want to lead you on, 'cause right now I can't be with you
I gotta focus on my daughter, but my god I fucking miss you
I tried to block you out, but I'm tipsy and I'm horny
I'm lookin' for a condom now, don't care what is best for me, ha

Try to pretend that I don't give a fuck
But at night when you leave, I grip with a hug
I want you to stay, spend the night and we'll fuck
And when I get tired, we'll sleep and you'll tuck me in, ha
Rinse and repeat, tomorrow we'll do it again, haha
And that's where my mind has been

Your deep inside of my hips
I want you to tell me you love me
I'm feeling the force of your grip
You're kissin' all over my tummy
Tomorrow I'm distant as shit
'Cause then I just want my mommy
And then I know what this is
I know it's gonna get ugly so I

Let you go
To save my soul
I say goodbye
But it don't feel right
Block you out
My thoughts are loud
I want you here
But my head's not clear

Hey, what it do, baby boo?
I've been at work but I'm missin' you
I always say it back, but you never do when I do
So why do you play with my heart?
I've got a lot of things to say
I just don't know where to start
I want to make you mine
I just don't know if it's smart

I never say how I feel
'Cause when I do you run
You're giving me ultimatums
Like you're pinning me with a gun
You want to build a family for your daughter
But you don't want to take a slow

That's something that you build
I just don't think that you know
We're fucking and you tell me to say "I love you"
I'm under a lot of pressure
You used me for your fucking pleasure!
I thought what we had was treasure
You're makin' me feel I'm lesser
Yet I would go through any measure
Just so that we can be better

I hate that I want you back
Cause if you said come over
I'd do it in a heartbeat
I don't care if I said it's over
I'm listening to my heart
But I'm blocking out my brain
Don't know what is more important
Cause I'm sick of feeling this pain
I'm sick of feeling this pain so I

Let you go
To save my soul
I say goodbye
But it don't feel right
Block you out
My thoughts are loud
I want you here
But my head's not clear



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Writer(s): Christopher Zmiewsky
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