Early Days

I am loyal to my roots and you should know it's a fact
Guys I heard what you wrote, what the fuck is that

I'm not staying late at nights
Cause I'm keeping it heavy when the sun's still bright
I never felt such discouragement
Cause somehow you chose to quit for this garbage
I think you lost the point in the dark
And now I'm one who is having remarks

To conclude we need a story
I felt a spark of joy back before we even met
Took you only a year to make me feel like shit
Gave up all of my health to not let our ship sink
Even tho I carried on you kept on blaming me
That's unacceptable for my faithful ears
To hear: we're going to hard to get on top of a scene
I don't care about fame
I'm going blood, sweat and tears
You always seemed like you were better
Now I'm calling it quit
I may have dried up the brush
But you've been painting with shit

I have dreamt about the future
Where ships soared up to the skies
I never thought it'll disappoint me
Therefore I slept through those late nights
Suddenly it started shatter
When you called it just a phase
And with all my disappointment
I woke up on early days

I kept myself together so that tear wouldn't shed
But my blood has boiled when you went online
And it squeezed my guts when I heard it live
You mixed the colours
But they turned out bleak
How could you flake on me
Our cruise started at harbor
But It never saw the sea
Thought you're going for horizon
But you changed from yacht to skiff
I was always scared of drowning
But I'll go down with this ship
I'll say it clearly on my own behalf
I'm not straying from the path

I have dreamt about the future
Where ships soared up to the skies
I never thought it'll disappoint me
Therefore I slept through those late nights
Suddenly it started shatter
When you called it just a phase
And with all my disappointment
I woke up on early days

Days came out so fast that I couldn't recover
And by that time I've been ferociously trodden
Since I learned to forgive
I forgot to remember the names
I can define your consumption
With a simple assumption
I have dealt with a failure
But my will have won
That's how I show you in few steps how it's fucking done