Marriage

I'm battling
I can't cope
I need help
I need hope

I can't think of anyone who's not you
I just want to be the one beside you

I convinced myself I'm better alone
But inside me there's this feeling telling me to come home
There's this burning in my chest
That doesn't let me rest
Whenever I resolve that I won't give it my best
What God wants for me just seems so distant
The way I feel I wish it was in an instant
But then again is that what I want
I can't decide and it feels so wrong
I know what God wants me to have
For my best friend to be my better half and
Every time I closed my eyes I only saw the future
A wife and two kids a blessing in a form of sutures
And so I prayed about it
God told me to be patient and there's no way around it
But I'm human I got desperate and just gave it up
But God said that He got me so He picked me up
So now I wait for something that may never come
The voices in my head telling me to run
You ain't even worthy of the things to come
But keep your faith in God He won't leave you numb

A fight within
I can't cope
I need help
I need hope

I can't think of anyone who's not you
I just want to be the one beside you
I can't think of anyone who's not you
I just want to be the one beside you



Credits
Writer(s): Mercy Gonzales
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