Disappointment

I'm sorry i can't be
What you want me to be
Truth is
Nobody believed in me
Had fam
Talk down on me
Fake love
Surrounding me
But please
Don't let me go
Real life
Starting to hit me
Gotta know
If you with me
Or against me
Couldn't be there
When you need me
I'll admit that
Some mistakes that i made
And time i can't get back
If i gotta be the bad guy
This time i will
I'll sacrifice myself
To show my love is real
It's a motive behind my action's
That you don't see
Tell me what you would've did
Dawg if you was me

Ima man now
So i make my own decisions
Had a plan for all of us
To be on and winning
My own fam
Don't believe i can do it
So it's fuck'em
They go try to be around
When money comin
But first to say i blew it
Heard aunties talking down
But i already knew it
Sayin i won't graduate
And get my cousin killed
Don't tell me how
I supposed to feel
If you call me
And need me to do something
Yea you know i will
I started drinking out the bottle
I don't even smoke
But this stress got me getting high
I want ya'll to feel my pain yea
This life shit
Ain't no game yea
It's driving me insane damn

I'm sorry i can't be
What you want me to be
Truth is
Nobody believed in me
Had fam
Talk down on me
Fake love
Surrounding me
But please
Don't let me go
Real life
Starting to hit me
Gotta know
If you with me
Or against me
Couldn't be there
When you need me
I'll admit that
Some mistakes that i made
And time i can't get back
If i gotta be the bad guy
This time i will
I'll sacrifice myself
To show my love is real
It's a motive behind my action's
That you don't see
Tell me what you would've did
Dawg if you was me

Struggle after struggle
Gotta get my family
Out this hole
Bill collectors callin
Cuz they want they dough
Mom i know i owe you
Ima pay you back
Dad i need you bad
Where the fuck you at
I'm fighting
All these demons by myself yea
All these niggas on my team
Going stealth damn
Baby mama
Stop believing in me
I know her friends
Prolly askin
What she seen in me
And i ain't the man
I seem to be
I just need some help
But i got to much pride
Remember sleeping on the floor
And barely could provide yea
Tryna be the man
My daughter need me to be
Instead of being locked up
Or shot dead
In them streets

I'm sorry i can't be
What you want me to be
Truth is
Nobody believed in me
Had fam
Talk down on me
Fake love
Surrounding me
But please
Don't let me go
Real life
Starting to hit me
Gotta know
If you with me
Or against me
Couldn't be there
When you need me
I'll admit that
Some mistakes that i made
And time i can't get back
If i gotta be the bad guy
This time i will
I'll sacrifice myself
To show my love is real
It's a motive behind my action's
That you don't see
Tell me what you would've did
Dawg if you was me



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Writer(s): Najee Island
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