Feel Okay

I decided
I'm gonna live to see another day
I'm gonna wake up in the morning breathing anyway
I'm reminded
Of every reason that I tried to break
Of every time I made some mistake, well
He tried to leave me in the spring
I kept on holding on to things
Now years have passed but it still don't feel like the past, no
How many times do I have to cry
How many drugs do I have to try
Before it all fades away and I can get out of bed but
Right now I feel ok
Right now I feel ok
Right now I feel ok
Mhmmm
Right now I feel ok
Right now I feel ok
Right now, right now, right now
I'm alright
Just taking care of mine
Get my soul unstuck between fear and the other side
I won't lie
Some days I just don't feel right
But I'll get it on my third, or my fourth, or my fifth try
I left before he could say goodbye
Tried to starve off the hurt this time
Guess I feel better but I still don't feel like myself, no
Wasn't the last go 'round I hope
Can't treat my heart like some type of joke
Tried to be tough but it's just not the way that I cope, no
Right now I feel ok
Right now I feel ok
Right now I feel ok
Mhmmm
Right now I feel ok
Right now I feel ok
Don't look back
Don't look back
Don't look back
Don't look back
Don't look back
Don't look back
Don't look back
Don't look back