Mood Swings

They say feelings change over time
I feel this, I feel that, I can't make up my mind
Is it the loneliness eating me up inside?
Is it the things that I see when I go outside?
Is it... is it the reason I think all my exes hate me?
Is it? The questions I've been asking myself lately
I mean, why can't I just be happy with a good thing?
What is it with these mood swings?

Mehn I'm so fucking bored, someone please call me
I'm too tired to talk, someone please block me
Fuck it, I'm so horny, would someone please fuck me?
I don't need no fucking, if I see a hoe I'm ducking

I feel so fucking unlucky
You can't tell me it's just me
Like when you feel like you've got it and still feel like you've got nothing
You wanna keep things private, next you want it out in public
Like when you say fuck 'em all and the next minute you feel sorry

Sometimes I feel so blessed and thank God that I'm lucky
Next I could be fucking ungrateful but only God can judge me

Ain't my fault though
Is just so many demons that I've fought bro
You win some, you lose some but who the fuck's checking the score though
Cause life is like a dick, sometimes you rise, sometimes you fall bro
When it's the latter I'll still wear a smile like my shorts though

Feels like I'm in the wrong place and time
But as long as I can rhyme, mehn I think I'll be fine

I can't be like this for life
I no fit even sleep for night (Can't even sleep at night)
I just need some peace of mind
Weed to make me feel alright
Badman must to spit for mic
Ai

What is it with me, switching from trap songs to sad music? (Ai)
From being happy to feeling like nothing is amusing (Ai)
From being the shit to feeling like everything's just bullshit
Why my dreams just hunting me like a bushmeat? (Ai)

Why am I fixated on the things I do not have?
Instead of brooding, I should focus on the things that make me laugh
Like watching a Barca match
Or my homies that got my back
I mean, I should be happy, why the fuck a nigga sad?

Why the fuck I let her go, why the fuck I want her back?
Mehn I'm som'n like a quack
All I do is treat her bad

Now I'm frightened
Is just so many demons that I'm fighting
I mean, I love God but it's so hard to do right thing
'Cause I'm only a candle, I just need Him to ignite me
So I'll be shining, 'cause like a stripper I been grinding

It just, feels like I'm in the wrong place and time
But as long as I can rhyme, mehn I think I'll be fine
(Need space and time)
(Space and time)



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Writer(s): Precious Agbakwuru
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