Deliberations (feat. Mare Clare)

Soon found out, it's not what it seems
Going down a winding road
No help from the high beams
Bad news, never waits for a good time
Open up old wounds
Too soon with some new rhymes

Truth be told, I had no intentions till now
Spazzing out, laughing like shakes and tremors in a crowd
Gave me, weak knees, from all these, bleak feigns
Just a coward running around, oscillating on the ground, I'm
Consumed by all this white noise sound, I never
Stood a chance, decided to double down
So I breathe stretch shake, just lying face up downtown
Tragic part is you can't get through all your doubts
You, said I lacked devotion, needed redemption
Should take advantage of my circumstances, I
Could never play the right hand anyways
Took a chance still, I'm new to this seduction and sin
Dizzy and dance, blemishes on my chin
Handling these situations in these barrooms dimly lit
I didn't know but now I know, I got to go
All I know
Is I'm headed for a downfall

Soon found out, it's not what it seems
Going down a winding road
No help from the high beams
Bad news, never waits for a good time
Open up old wounds
Got me singing the new vibes

I saw the writing on the pavement yelling caution at dawn
And tried to warn you in the morning but you'd already gone
Deliberations
Caught in stride, a thick patience, I've been
Just hoping praying wishing waiting
I parked in the shade cause the sun raises hell with the paint
What a waste, all these days worth of weeks worth of dreams thrown away
Without so much as a peep
Turn the page and clear the stains in my eyes that got me waiting around for you
Cause even love fades, from a white
To a sort of, black and blue
Got me, beat up and bruised
I've been, off the mark
And she's grown wise to my smart tricks and clever stunts
Said that she's had enough
And I've grown so ugly and rotten
It got me painting outside of the lines
No I'm not like a partner in crime
More like the 2019 Bonnie and Clyde

Soon found out, it's not what it seems
Going down a winding road
No help from the high beams
Bad news, never waits for a good time
Open up old wounds
Got me singing the new vibes

Heavy sigh
Baby seduce my mind
Been caught like a fool, without a line
And I play the fool, from time to time
I know, it's alright
She said baby
Always save pain for daylight
Forget about a love song
Been throwing sticks and stones