All the Colors of the Rainbow

I felt when they tried to put that pigeon hole on me
Mold me into something soulless
They want me to be
It made me sick seeing kids who couldn't conform to an overstrict system that we're not accustomed to

Determination is what I needed to see through
What other people couldn't
No expression of emotion
Elation, that's not what I felt as a student

Being younger it never felt like life was worth living
That's not a misgiving
Bet you're used to me rapping like I was unforgiving

This is a song about feeling different

Wouldn't, couldn't, shouldn't have ever thought I'd be like the others
Withering in the back of class just to stay undercover
Wanted to be a little rougher
Little did I know that I'd discover
That life can be much better when you gotta suffer

Moreover I'm bi-polar so some people gave me a cold shoulder
Perhaps a with-holder
And maybe I'm actually multi-polar

I don't want to be seen as a titleholder

I wanna be something more, something much colder

Much sicker
Much bigger
But don't wanna be too bitter

Huh, what an endeavor

My manner took some effort
Took no pleasure
In all of that pressure
Thought it might last forever

Thanks to my momma for all of the exposure

Breathe deep and keep composure

Moreover I'm bi-polar so some people gave me a cold shoulder
Perhaps a with-holder
And maybe I'm actually multi-polar