Better

I still get the visuals
Rolling through my mind
Summer nights I'm running wild
Moonlight in my eyes
Dress me up like Sunday
Make it look real nice
Goody combs hair grease
And a little bit of your time
I get my steps custom ordered from the Most High
All my niggas know why
The only voice I ever hear and comply
Nah I never ask why cause you know best
I drop the pride and put away my chest
So all they ever see is she so cold and she so goals
She might fall but she gone grow
Sing like Legend take it slow
She gotta heart like her daddy
You gotta ask him to have me
She gotta smile like her mama do
Pretty and wide and squinting her eyes
She don't even try
She got the light
The fifth and the final
She's the tidal in ways
It's a shame she only riding the wave damn
That make me think of all them times when I was down and shit
Faking every smile like I'm down with it
I could cry a river deep enough to drown in it
Hey that's just any other Monday if you down this shit
I had a few close calls but I ain't answer the phone
It was a time I couldn't go back home
I made a house up out that four door
Like ain't nothing wrong
I make a way up out of no way
That's grandma song
Way back when
I remember way back when
All the pressure almost made me put away that pen
That depression had me feeling like I just can't win
But that depression got me fucked up I can't give in
Oh yea
Whatever happened to them friends I kept
All them nights when I just cried and slept
Don't let nobody tell you who you are
And make you miss your steps
You got to stare in the mirror and define yourself
Find yourself
Stop and realign yourself
Take the time sis remind yourself
That you got you
So don't be stressing thinking he got two
Cause she not you
So they not cool
I hope nobody ever tell you not to feel
And if they do I hope you learn to spot the real
Loving on your woman man it really ain't no crime
And you can shed a tear and be a man at the same time
They be lying
So I don't trust what people say to me
And you can't hold my hand if you can't pray for me
I was used to drinking the pain
Placing the blame
Never again
See I done learned to twerk in the rain yea
I look at who I am
It got me proud like Penny
I step back smile cause what the world gone give me
I won't write no four page letters
I just wanna be better
In the name of whoever