Different Year

I'd be lying if I said I'm alright
I've been drunk by myself most these nights
Even then my dreams are scared of the light
I'm alright
I'd be lying if I said I'm okay
Though I'm awake when night turns into day
When momma calls don't quite know what to say
"I'm okay"

I swear, that it's just me
Living alone, inside insanity

Can I come over
Or you come here
I wish that this would disappear
Can I come over
Or you come here
If I go to sleep can I wake up in a different year

I'd be lying if I said that I'm fine
The most depressing shit's on my timeline
It's just people fighting all the time
But I'm fine
(Damn)
I'd be lying if I said I remember May
Could've sworn July was yesterday
When friends call don't quite know what to say
"I'm okay"

I know, it's not just me
Who wants someone to hold, just someone to please

Can I come over
Or you come here
I wish that this would disappear
Can I come over
Or you come here
If I go to sleep can I wake up in a different year

(...)

Broke up the day before my birthday
Was alone on the 4th of July
Start my twenties with one less penny
Even if we're still stuck inside

Can I come over
Or you come here
I wish that this would disappear
Can I come over
Or you come here
If I go to sleep will I wake up
Can I come over
Or you come here
I wish that this would disappear
Can I come over
Or you come here
If I go to sleep can I wake up in a different year