Melting Wax

Every day is a day I invent
I speak about the present in the future tense
And I ask you
"Will you love me?"
Trying hard not to hate his face
Cause hating something dumb is a total waste
Of time, and space
In my mind
Just a face in a crowd and I feel see though
Never thought I'd see a person who exists in dark blue
But that was before
I met you
I grew up on a farm I grew up real fast
I was a comfortable boy, but that didn't last
There was a lot I tried to say to you
There's still so much shit I need to do

And you aren't helping any thing
Melting wax is such a waste of someone's handicraft
I guess there can be no secrets
As far as I'm concerned, you will never learn

There a common factor in all our bones
Its marrow infused with a yearning for home
But sometimes things just don't
Work out
It'll take more time than we have space for
When I said I was sorry it wasn't a race for
Your heart, or your hands, I was just
Sorry and I needed to move on, and now I'm
Long gone, nothing left to see
I told my shadow to leave but she really likes me
That was before the lack of sunlight
Killed her off
Fair warnings are always ignored, you say you
Need me right now, so it looks like I'm torn between
Sleeping, and saving, soothing, perusing
Through self help books about self help techniques

And you aren't helping any thing
Melting wax is such a waste of someone's handicraft
I guess there can be no secrets
As far as I'm concerned, you will never learn
How to walk away