Bittersweet

You never know when it's gonna get you
That bittersweet feeling of love
That crawls through your skin
Into your heart
Imploding in despair

No matter what people say
There's no getting away
From this feeling that gets in your head
And it starts to spread
Please kill me instead

Please don't leave me hanging
Tell me what you think of me
Please just tell me
'Cause you're leaving me on the brink
Of suicide
Even though I won't lie
Because I live for you
I really can't die

I think it's awful to think about
What we could be
When a sea of possibilities lies in front of us
But we just can't see

I'm blind for happiness
As it seems, I've always been
Why can't I be aware of the fact that I could be
Right now chasing my dreams?

Instead I'm here
Chasing something that I will never get
Chasing something that will never be
I've fallen to the bottom and it's taking me some time
To get back at my feet