Nowhere

I stay on a path to escape my past
Gotta check myself before I take it too fast
Hourglass weighing on my back like a bitch
What it is when you dealing with mistakes
And they all up in your face gotta face the facts
Like how I build better if my base is cracked?
I had to learn a lesson instead of me feeling fed up
I should try to keep my head up and embrace the bad but
No matter how much that I change
I always find myself feeling all the same ways
Stuck in a rut, stuck in the mud, like I'm running in place
Fresh outta luck, dollar short and a day too late
Ain't no escaping if it's the bed that I make
Ain't no getting better 'til I settle the pain
I took L's, went through hell, and carry the weight
Now devils living in my head, It's a hellish estate
Cause at times like this I feel like
I don't got a hold of my mind, it's all go all the time
Been running outta control while holding on to the line like damn
I just wanna sleep through the night
I just need a little bit of peace to believe that I'm free and maybe I'll be complete in my life
Seems every time my self-esteem feeling weak
I try defeating all my demons in the middle of the night
I toss and turn, for hours they burn until I'm
Lost in thoughts
Devoured by how I became a coward to the power that I carry in worth
I mean it's scary, but I really gotta bury the hurt
If ima ball, should I give up or give it all?
Stuck at the jump like will I fly? Will I fall?
Times like this I feel like
I spend every night racing through life while going nowhere at all

Stay busy chasing dreams
Struggle to make the means
Hustle for something but still
It always seems like
I'm always chasing dreams
Struggle to make the means
Hustle for something but still
I always feel I'm going

Nowhere, Nowhere ya (hey)
Feel I'm going Nowhere, Nowhere uh
Nowhere, Nowhere
Feel I'm going Nowhere, Nowhere (aye ya)
Feel I'm going Nowhere, Nowhere uh
Nowhere, Nowhere
Feel I'm going Nowhere, Nowhere (aye ya)
I feel I'm going Nowhere, Nowhere hey
Nowhere, Nowhere
Feel I'm going Nowhere, Nowhere (hey ya)
Feel I'm going Nowhere, Nowhere uh
Nowhere, Nowhere ya