Behind A Smile

All your grins
I see right through
This is something
That I'm used to
Throw me to hell
And I'll climb back up
Through with the bullshit
I've had enough
Have you ever
Dreamed about fire
And how it became
A sick desire
My mind is twisted
So is this world
It's too much for
A weak trans girl

My mother's love
Comes with conditions
So I drown
In these prescriptions
It's amazing
What's behind a smile
I can hide there
For quite a while

See it's what's behind a grin
Using logic from within
All that I can hide
And I hide it deep inside
Anything will fit
If you fill it with dark shit
It's what's behind a smile
That will scare you for a while
See it's what's behind a grin
Using logic from within
All that I can hide
And I hide it deep inside
Anything will fit
If you fill it with dark shit
It's what's behind a smile
That will scare you for a while

All your lies
I see right through
This is something
That I'm used to
I play with fire
But don't get burned
When you fuck with me
New things will be learned
I sleep all day to
Drown out the pain
But in my dreams there's screams
That call out my name
In the end I
Just suffer through it
Because i know that
It's the way to do it

My mother's love
Comes with conditions
So I drown
In these prescriptions
It's amazing
What's behind a smile
I can hide there
For quite a while

See it's what's behind a grin
Using logic from within
All that I can hide
And I hide it deep inside
Anything will fit
If you fill it with dark shit
It's what's behind a smile
That will scare you for a while
See it's what's behind a grin
Using logic from within
All that I can hide
And I hide it deep inside
Anything will fit
If you fill it with dark shit
It's what's behind a smile
That will scare you for a while

See it's what's behind a grin
Using logic from within
All that I can hide
And I hide it deep inside
Anything will fit
If you fill it with dark shit
It's what's behind a smile
That will scare you for a while
See it's what's behind a grin
Using logic from within
All that I can hide
And I hide it deep inside
Anything will fit
If you fill it with dark shit
It's what's behind a smile
That will scare you for a while



Credits
Writer(s): Christopher Ball, Krystal Evette
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