COLD HEARTed

Man, I been going so much, man
4 years of my life, dawg
I finally gotta get this shit off my chest
This ain't nothing but pain

I seen somebody who said that they love me
I made a mistake, and got put in the past
My circle got smaller, my heart gettin' colder
My shoulders get heavy, I feel like I'm last
A lot on my plate, but I asked for to eat
'Cause sleeping on floors
Make a man out of me
I got all they backs, but who watching me
For life to be free, It really ain't free
'Cause
I seen somebody who said that they love me
I made a mistake, and got put in the past
My circle got smaller, my heart gettin' colder
My shoulders get heavy, I feel like I'm last
A lot on my plate, but I asked for to eat
'Cause sleeping on floors
Make a man out of me
I got all they backs, but who watching me
For life to be free, It really ain't free

As I get older, I realize a lot
I can't be saved, no saving my plot
Not looking for fame, just gettin the riches
I give to my family, before I get shot
Back in the days, a nigga had fought
Fought for my life, I was stuck in my heart
I showed them emotions
They all called me crazy
Feel like I'mma die soon, so I want a baby
I put this on baby, that this ain't a maybe
I'm chasing the paper, I'm adding to greatness
My heart gettin' cold, ain't doing no favors
Thank you for doubting
Cause bitch imma make it
Don't owe the world shit, unless it's my time
And when it's my time, I'm ready to die
Cause I'm stuck in the dark, playing my part
Cause life is a movie, but what's the best part
I wish I could love, but ain't gotta heart
What is my pain? Don't know where to start
I'm feeling ashamed, cause I ain't even start
I'm feeling behind than where I had start
Don't wanna be killing, but niggas be pushing
I'll blow out his brains, get out all the cushion
I speak to the legends, because I'm a rookie
I learned from it all, I want all the cookies

I seen somebody who said that they love me
I made a mistake, and got put in the past
My circle got smaller, my heart gettin' colder
My shoulders get heavy, I feel like I'm last
A lot on my plate, but I asked for to eat
'Cause sleeping on floors
Make a man out of me
I got all they backs, but who watching me
For life to be free, It really ain't free
'Cause
I seen somebody who said that they love me
I made a mistake, and got put in the past
My circle got smaller, my heart gettin' colder
My shoulders get heavy, I feel like I'm last
A lot on my plate, but I asked for to eat
'Cause sleeping on floors
Make a man out of me
I got all they backs, but who watching me
For life to be free, It really ain't free

Deep in the ocean, they see that I'm fine
Shackled to chains, I see but they blind
Got tired of venting, got tired of crying
Every night, I think of how imma die
Remember nights, when I was on time
Now I'm late, and they know that I'm high
I can't stay, I gotta survive
I'm living life, cause we run out of time
I got the pack, when I know it's a crime
She say she love me
But I know that she lying
20 years, I just met uncle Bryant
21st in a couple days
My granny died, then i stopped sending praise
And I ain't changing, cause this ain't no phase
I moved on, she still slander my name
Every move is a charge to the game
I showed love, I was breaking off bread
No returns, and it fucked up my head
Free JAM!, cause he stuck with the feds
Getting to know more about my old man
Cause all of this time a lot of shit passed
Cause I was in love, I gave her my last
I distanced myself, that was back in the past
I made it this far, I didn't think I would last

I seen somebody who said that they love me
I made a mistake, and got put in the past
My circle got smaller, my heart gettin' colder
My shoulders get heavy, I feel like I'm last
A lot on my plate, but I asked for to eat
'Cause sleeping on floors
Make a man out of me
I got all they backs, but who watching me
For life to be free, It really ain't free
'Cause
I seen somebody who said that they love me
I made a mistake, and got put in the past
My circle got smaller, my heart gettin' colder
My shoulders get heavy, I feel like I'm last
A lot on my plate, but I asked for to eat
'Cause sleeping on floors
Make a man out of me
I got all they backs, but who watching me
For life to be free, It really ain't free