Lost In My Mind

Last couple months I haven't felt like myself
Been so lost in my head no concern for my health
Thought coming home would make my life a little better
Turns out only thing it changed was the weather
Tired of the fake love that shit makes me sick
I want the real thing where you don't have to pick
Trusting too much or not trusting enough
If you pour out too much you can overfill your cup
Scared to get hurt again this I know is true
I don't know if there's a cure for what I'm going through
Tryna make it through the day I don't think that it's healthy
I'm chugging down the bottle just to see if it'll help me

Losing all control man I'm feeling helpless
Losing all my soul why I act selfish
So I just roll that's where my sense of self is
Now I'm just cold it's been a while since I've felt shit
Trying to rack my brain tryna figure out my life
Doing nothing wrong but it don't feel right
Only feel myself alone on a still night
Sitting in my bed finding ways just to kill time

Find myself when I'm trying to write
Find myself when I'm on the mic
Only way I can speak my mind
The only time it doesn't wanna fight
Tune my scope focus up my sights
Won't stop until my name is up in lights



Credits
Writer(s): Rylan Shamus
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