If I Die I Die

Somethin's in my head it's been fuckin with my mind
All these fuckin pills have got me feelin dead inside
I can't go to sleep I've been stayin up all night
I won't let it stop me from livin my life

That shit knocked me down, but I'ma get back up again
After every single round, I still hold up my chin
I've been smokin on that loud, I'm running out of breath
All the pain I held inside I had to get it off my chest

Taught me patience is a blessing
Cuz this shit had me tested
Man this shit had me tempted
Feelin numb for a minute
To feel nothing for a second
Just to take off all the pressure
I was standin face to face with my own fuckin devil

Told em I don't give a fuck if I die, I die
I'm more afraid of not livin my life
Told em I don't give a fuck if I die, I die
Cuz I'm more afraid of not livin my life

I feel like I am married to this bitch for fuckin real
I can't believe I'm stuck with this shit for fuckin real
Reality check hit me in the motha fuckin feels
I'm tired of this shit, I didn't wanna sign this fuckin deal

A contract signed with blood, sweat and tears
Took control of my fears
All the smoke starts to clear
Got some ringin in my ears
They're standin in the back
But I won't let em get near me

Lettin me live, but I think they wanna kill me
It's cheaper to keep her, so let me get the bill please
One for the homies and one for the OG's
I'ma stay in my lane and travel at my own speed
You can go and do you and I'ma do me

I told em I don't give a fuck if I die, I die
I'm more afraid of not livin my life
I Told em I don't give a fuck if I die, I die
Cuz I'm more afraid of not livin my life



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Writer(s): Keyur Vaidya
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