WHEN YOU KISS ME (feat. SQM)

I cant take much more of this
Feels like every-time i shoot for love i miss
Waited days for your reply, you tell ive been getting distant
Hit my phone up, 4am, to tell me that you miss me
Wonder if you ever taste the heartbreak when you kiss me

I got dysfunctional loving
Give my all but you don't feel nothing
Got me clutching on the edge
I remember every word you said
Playing in my head, again and again
Hearing you call my name in the wind
In the deep end feel like imma sink
I Gotta keep my head above water
Played me wrong even though I was for ya
They say of course a hoe gon play you
Tried to save you cause thats not how I saw you
You was pretty but pretty taught me ugly lessons
Demons bringing me down you I shouldn't let em
Never put in effort then said I'm getting distant
Always talk but never listen
You talk so much but don't ever say a thing

I cant take much more of this
Feels like every-time i shoot for love i miss
Waited days for your reply, you tell ive been getting distant
Hit my phone up, 4am, to tell me that you miss me
Wonder if you ever taste the heartbreak when you kiss me

You don't wanna love me you jus want the feeling
Was the one I wanted but not the one I needed
Broke
My heart tryna fix yours
Time running out I need more
Tell me I need hep but I ignore it
I know they think that I'm foolish
But bitch I been on my own, an its staying like that
I remember cold nights, ain't never going back
Couldn't bare to see my people in pain
Wanna check on you but that's no longer my place
I know I'm hard to love you ain't the one I blame
Its strange but I prefer the pain
Prefer sadness cause the feeling is familiar
Told me stay up out my thoughts cause its killing ya
You like every hoe
When you miss me remember I didn't walk away you let me go

Yeah
Lately ive been running out of patience
Lately i cant find the motivation
Cant keep working through the irritation
Broken mirror, blocking out my face its
Terrying, underlying, too bad they all think im fucking lying
Its too bad, they don't seem to hear the crying, 2 doors away
But that shit still confines me,Like a fucking prison
Don't forget that i'm always the villain, pray to no one, cuz no one is listening
Hope that someday, i can share my feelings, maybe figure out, how to enjoy living
Wonder if im better off just leaving
Think that ill be happy not believing, cuz
No one seems to understand that half my life, im still reliving, so

Tell me do you love me
Tell me do you love me
Tell me do you love me
Tell me do you love me

I cant take much more of this
Feels like every-time i shoot for love i miss
Waited days for your reply, you tell ive been getting distant
Hit my phone up, 4am, to tell me that you miss me
Wonder if you ever taste the heartbreak when you kiss me
Every-time i shoot for love i miss
Waited days for your reply, you tell ive been getting distant
Hit my phone up, 4am, to tell me that you miss me
Wonder if you ever taste the heartbreak when you kiss me