Drop Dead

So upset what goes on in my head
All the things that I said
They're keeping me awake
Unaware and so unprepared
How did I get this scared to make the wrong decisions
All the guilt, yeah it hurts to admit, that I was always meant to be a mistake
I'm just a mess, I'm just a lost boy
Over 30 still making the same mistakes

Drop dead
I lie awake because the truth is that you're still here with me
Making choices, yeah I tried to be honest
That you deserve someone better than me
Drop dead

All these things, I gotta figure them out
I'm a mess, I'm a fraud, always lost in the crowd
Close my eyes until the sun goes down
In the dark lies the only comfort that I have found
Please hear me out
I'm just trying to be honest
Please hear me out
Cause you deserve my honesty

Drop dead
I lie awake because the truth is that you're still here with me
Making choices, yeah I tried to be honest
That you deserve someone better than me
Drop dead

So much to lose
I should have given it all away
Suffering the consequences
I should run and take my chances

Drop dead
I lie awake because
The truth is that you're not here with me

Drop dead
I lie awake because
The truth is I wish you were here
Suffering the consequences
I should run and take my chances
I'm 31 and I'm wondering
What do I what do I do now
Drop dead



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Writer(s): Matt Warmuth
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