Real Honest

I'm trying to be honest
And at the same time
Trying to be modest
I Can be one but not both
I look at my Life and peruse my notes
I Can see how these quotes
Seem to inspire people with hope
To really be honest
The only thing I'm trying to inspire is my self
That's the base of the way
I believe I can help
Besides, how can I help others
If I can't help myself?
This is me being real honest
I'm dealing with some real problems
IE: these pirañas chewing at my back
Trying to pull me back
To feel a pain that i never had
Constantly mad that i am never mad
And somehow that makes me forever bad
I addressed this in "Running Back"
Yeah, let's run this back
My mind's running at a pace i can't keep us at

Seems i lose you some times
Music Is
Music is so damn soothing sometimes
To ease the cravings
Ranting and raving
In the back of my mind
Music is
Music is so damn soothing sometimes

I'm trying to be honest
And at the same time
Trying to be modest
Dealing with petty dramas
From past loves who thankfully blessed my alma
Still stuck in the ash of their Pre-Can traumas
Whereas the only thing they have in common
Is me and a past that they've yet to grow from
I screen pass the pain of their past. i know some
Facts that led to our now that they've told none
Telling tall tales that are void of His-story
I love you despite the spite sent for me
The times you cried your self to sleep for me
Plus long silences increased your grief for me
Time together gave Life. no release
For me, Life is not a chest piece
Put the drama to rest please
Rather than see you stressed
While I'm centered and at peace
If I'm trying to be honest
I just leave
I'm trying to be honest
Listen up please
I'm trying to be honest
I just want peace
I'm trying be honest
And it seems

Seems i lose you some times
Music is
Music is so damn soothing sometimes
To ease the cravings
Ranting and raving
In the back of my mind
Music is
Music is so damn soothing sometimes



Credits
Writer(s): Christiano Can
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