Can't Believe It

Just Cant Believe It
Another Smack in the Face
Only this time, It's a Case of Accuzating a MAKE Believe
And Fabricated Pretend, A Stupid Fucking Figment of
My Imagination, that I just HAD to Defend
And Maybe its True
Maybe All Those Dreams that I had
And Visions of You
Were Just how I Grew Immune
To all the Pressures and Stress
That Sheltered my Ignorance
I Couldn't Face, None the Less
The Thought of You in Distress
And Thinking That,
In all Reality, My mind Just may Be Expecting
That Ima find some Proof of Activity
Which's Suggesting
That you had taken the time to Arrange
And Piece together Flawless Lies See This cannot be the Way
That you Have Changed
A Process of Elimination I guess
The elevation that I felt See I thought we was Past
Having to Confess
Or Break the Ice
Or Sacrifice
This Relationship is so Complex
Girl I'm Terrified... terrified

And I dunno how to Handle it

You can handle yourself
I tell myself every minute
That the Clock Ticks
Counting Seconds
Til you put into a Prison
In my Head
Its like I want you fucking Barricaded
Into ya Walls
Yet Keep the Outside World A-straying
This Im Ashamed of
I hate that I gotta Meddle
And put myself into business
Because I'm scared of a little exposure
If its helpful Baby your just a Prime
Example of Me Retaliating Cause you just too Special

And I dunno how to Handle it
Tried bout Absolutely
Everything in Attempt
To get my Mind off of it