One Year

Ayo, let's talk about the unpleasant truth
Almost one year went by
How was it like to live a normal life?
Can't remember we had something like time?
Environment and my friends went so quiet
Just me and the ceiling that is covering the sky
I'm sittin' here looking at the same walls
Every time the same people
Since ten months the same dirt, where is now your fucking Jesus?
Give me my freedom back!
A demon in my head and everything is evil
And you pretend to be peaceful while depression becomes lethal
There's rust on my shoulders I'm awake but I'm still sleeping
Am I the only one who is talking to his demons?
Nobody wants to listen they ain't care at all
Cause everybody demands I should leave my youth behind
Want me to say I'm fine
Like it's a normal thing even though it's a lie
"Use your time
Cause the only thing that matters is tomorrow"
But how I wanna live if I lost my will long ago?
Bitch you don't know
How it feels to sit ten months in the same hole
You become nineteen only once so please let me use that role
It's easy said cause you had your time
And now you point your finger at us
Do you can't remember?
You said once in the same crowded school bus
If you read between the lines
It was a diss regarding all your stuff
Some rules work
Some can be put back in your butts
I'm not against it
But senseless rules ain't enough!
It took 8 years to finish school
8 years of learning and hard work
8 years knowing someday it'll all be gone
With an end that gives me good memories
Of all the stuff we had done
Prolly the best time of your live
A huge character development since we met in class five
Imagine you don't get a chance for celebrating and sayin' bye
Sorry adults it's not a big deal
You also said with eighteen one year in a room
How did you feel?
So I was brave but where are my presents?
You told me I would get'em
If I follow your instructions
All I got was nothing
So explain me its function
When everything we sacrifice eventually solve a problem
And every step we go doesn't help to fix that problem
Shut up!
I'm complaining at a high level I know
But I'm not the only one with an empty vessel
So I try the best I can do to help you with this pencil
Heaven might left you but I'm still here
When you go to sleep it's ma voice that you will hear
Gonna speak the truth even if you cover your ears
Let me give you backbone and a voice
For all the people all alone with no other choice
All the things you've been through
Against every people treating you like toys
All those motherfuckers
That can't life without to make any noise
Every single train of thought
Which has been spoiled
You're looking for the simple answer
(That's a weak character)
What a shame we were once a nation
And now there's nothing left of it
Who can you trust
When it's all about the money
Funny you'll probably never know
What's the truth and what's the lie?
Sometimes you just asking why
I don't feel well I forgot how to cry
Maybe that's the most harmless damage
From all this trash
Your actions doesn't make any sense
But instead it's an annihilation of everything
Based on what you call self-defense
This was one year that will never come back
Trapped in a cage like a rat
One year mostly the color black
We are the reason for the plaque
One year wasted it's a gap
What happens when the economy collapse?
One year and we're so fed up
Strangely enough depression kills probably more than a half
Now discuss
What you wanna get when there's nothing left than dust?
Well, I guess that's our youth now
We have to pay for your shit after all