Pine

Liquor bottles on the table
I wouldn't assume just to find out
You passed out in the living room
After Thanksgiving, wasn't it so pleasing?

Now my tears are ricocheting
Every time you say goodbye
Now you come running back, every single night
Is it just fun or is it me
That you wanna play every single time

It's not that I hate you, coming back
It's that you wanna leave me, just throw me
Like I'm a drug that you used a
Couple of hundred times

Now I'm worned out that
I couldn't even stand up straight
For the last time you bring me out of this town
I told you I'm so worned out

Now these pine, trees
Just go with the cabin
I threw away and you
Lit it up on fire and just to
Say that it was for grace
Every single day

My room is like a museum of galleries
Take my mind off these peaceful time memories
Now I just see you, not a friend
Not a "stranger", just strangers with memories
That will eventually fade then end, that will end

We all die one day
Just the other is awake
All these times of me just fading and dying
Until one of our lives just come up
And say the name of ours
It's like an embarrassing moment just to
Be awake at the time of this
It's not a time that will be missed
It's not a time that I will fade
It's just the time that will just be shaped

Stare at my blank screen
Your eye shimmer so bright
Your glittering gold nails
Shine so bright, like they go through my eyes
The same to you, these pine trees just go
With this cabin I threw away just for you
Now I just wanna go too
Go with you