Lazy

Let me get it off of my chest
I wish the best for everything you are
And everyone that's around you
Anywhere that you go
It's a shame that I couldn't be
All that you thought of me
Cause maybe you actually
Deserve a lot more
I can't believe I let you down again
And when I get another chance I will never
Baby let me change for the better
You know this pussy be wetter
Than that last hoe's was
Sipped a little Henny, I'll admit I'm buzzed
And more in love with you everyday
It's every way that you do what you do
Don't you ever change

You are nothing like the lames
I have known before
Got me looking at the kids
In the grocery store, different
Like maybe we could have a life like that
In a house with a picket fence
And a hairless cat, or a dog but
Probably just a frog, cuz pets be OD
And with the fucking kids
We'd already have a handful
For example, they'd definitely be
Spilling shit everywhere
And throwing my underwear out the window
We both know how that shit go
And things change like the wind blow
It do that shit for sure so let me
Say this now before I lose my chance to say it

I wanna be with you yeah I do
I'm sorry that I put you through it twice lil baby
Thought you would've known it
When we met
Know I could do better but I don't

I wanna be with you yeah I do
Sorry that I put you through it twice
Thought you would've known it when we met
Know I could do better but I don't
I'm lazy

Should I throw it all away now
Or wait until you do it to me first
It hurts to think that my life is in your hands
But that's what I signed up for
When I told you I was down
I guess that I was wrong
For thinking you would stick around
And everyday I think about it
Right when I wake up
I put that on my mama and
Whatever's in this cup
I'm stuck hoping that you
Don't ever walk away from me
But if that's what'll happen
That's the way it's got to be

Do you even care
Are you gonna be there
When I need it
Be there when I'm bleeding
You have seen a lot
Don't think I forgot
You ain't do a bad job
Tryna pick up all the pieces of me last time
I was wondering if that would be the last time
Sometimes I could read your mind
And it blows mine, yo
Don't you fucking go
Put the fucking bag down
I know

I wanna be with you yeah I do
Sorry that I put you through it twice
Thought you would've known it when we met
Know I could do better but I don't

I wanna be with you yeah I do
Sorry that I put you through it twice
Thought you would've known it when we met
Know I could do better but I don't, I'm lazy

Those days went by so fast
I've got remarks that torn us all apart
I'm still tryna put back the pieces
To my heart, heart

Everybody's lookin at me weird
Mirroring my mannerisms
Making me feel like a product
When I'm truly not for sale
And my eyes are getting weary
Every word leads to a drop
Is my heart made out of glass
And mentality frail

Can we make a secret here
Baby promise you won't tell
Just console me on my fears
Eat it good and wish me well
Bend me over bite an ear
Let it out yeah give him hell
Thought about you and of love
But it didn't ring a bell