Lost

I hated every second you were never near
Remember fear
I remember the sad feeling when you told me that the end was near
I shed a tear
I gave you my heart for you to keep but you mailed it back and sent it here
I hated every second you were never near
Remember fear
I remember the sad feeling when you told me that the end was near
I shed a tear
I gave you my heart for you to keep but you mailed it back and sent it here

What'd I do to you
I turned the heartbreak and replacement to an outlet for me that is musical
I told you go look in the mirror and tell yourself you're beautiful
Now the only reflection is me thinking how I'm losing you
I gave you so much confidence
I gave you all the trust in my body and you decided to dropped the shit
It's just so weird like if there was never no toxic shit
How do you just ghost me and not care about all of it
I wished you merry Christmas
A merry Christmas wish from you was the top wish on my wishlist
But no message, no response, I'm holding on
I'm sick and tired of having hope when I know you're gone
It's crazy in a week I'm stranded
He had planned it, it really makes me think if you had cheated, damnit
I mean it and it's
Really crazy cause even if you didn't cheat at least I know that seeds were planted

I hated every second you were never near
Remember fear
I remember the sad feeling when you told me that the end was near
I shed a tear
I gave you my heart for you to keep but you mailed it back and sent it here
I hated every second you were never near
Remember fear
I remember the sad feeling when you told me that the end was near
I shed a tear
I gave you my heart for you to keep but you mailed it back and sent it here

I hope that this musical message
Won't move you to get hectic
And grab our relationship and choose to neglect it
But you already have, I guess I mean for the future as reference
This is my outlet, my music's electric
Yeah
We can't talk so I got the mic
You don't listen to my music because it's not your type
I hate getting personal, I won't expose you
It's nothing bad, it's just that I know you better than most do
Yeah
I tell the devil the pipe down
I'm tryna keep afloat in deep waters but I just might drown
But if this line's the only one that you hear right now
Just know nothing bad is said, it's only the thoughts I write down
But this is kinda besides the point
I know that my music isn't your style of choice
But I'm genius in this shit and I really want you to face it
So if I don't have your support now, I don't want it if I make it

I hated every second you were never near
Remember fear
I remember the sad feeling when you told me that the end was near
I shed a tear
I gave you my heart for you to keep but you mailed it back and sent it here
I hated every second you were never near
Remember fear
I remember the sad feeling when you told me that the end was near
I shed a tear
I gave you my heart for you to keep but you mailed it back and sent it here

It's B



Credits
Writer(s): Braden Rozell
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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