Numb the Pain

Pour me a cup because I feel the pain
Keep the chain around my neck
Till I find some change
She say I'm the one she want
But she be acting strange
But when I pull up with the whip
She gunna act the same
I've been hurt to many times
Guess it's part the game
See my bro up in the casket
Bet I felt the pain
Got some tear drops on the floor
Looking like it rained
But knowing that I'm still a G
I just can't explain
I know every time you see me
Think I'm doing great
But up inside I got some demons
That I had to face
Completed from those broke days
I need some shit to go my way
This music damn near saved my life
The shit I had to sacrifice
I'm looking back I'd to it twice

Make this shit my job
An imma promise
This gunna change my life
I do this shit everyday
Prestige like I'm in the game
Imma do this bitch up from the ground
Don't need no hand outs
Imma stand tall on my own
An make my mama proud
Those dude ain't my bros
I had to go an cut off some ties
Turned they back on me
An I just went an wasted my time
I'm just moving on
An getting better closer to my prime
Feeling like I'm wall
An i be dishing out all these dimes

I'm done with all this pain
An I'm feeling no different
An my minds no different
But I, know you
Want me to find a different direction

I got mixed feeling with this drink
It's got my mind crossed
Imma do anything to lose it
Imma pay the cost
I got all this pain up in my chest
It's got me feeling lost
Pour my heart out in these song
You gunna pay the course

Now that we on time
I got on my best fit
An I know you ratchet
I ain't taking action
You complete distraction
I'm looking for passion
An I'm tryna cash in
While I'm dripped with fashion

I broke a couple hearts
But I really had to do it
I really didn't mean it
But I really had to do it
An now I'm still bleeding
From the inside out
An imma still do this until my heart pops out
I said my money stacking blue
An most of you are my enemy
Keeping my feelings inside
That's how I always be
Pushing you all to the side
That's how I always be
My minds running a race
I'm all to blame, yeah
Keeping my foot on the pedal
Till this day, yeah
Going through so much pain
I'm praying to sky's like everyday
Now what you doing
Fighting thought it
This is what I wanna be
I'm made for it let's do it

I'm done with all this pain
An I'm feeling no different
An my minds no different
But I, know you
Want me to find a different direction

I'm done with all this pain
An I'm feeling no different
An my minds no different
But I, know you
Want me to find a different direction