These Days

I got someone to ride for me
Someone in my life for me (Hmm)
Someone in my life for me
Someone that's all right for me (Hmm)
Someone that's gone ride for me
I love someone outside of me (Hmm)
I'm happy I decided to be
Happy, now I feel so free

I used to drink on Frutopias'
And dream about utopias
I was on my own, always felt alone
Momma prolly' working, I was home alone
So I always felt grown, even though I had my moms with me
My momma didn't know I used to walk to the mall and sh*t
123rd, all the way down to 95th
At Radio Shack, window shopping like "What games am I gone buy this year?"
Wondering "Will Santa even arrive this year?"
And if he do, I want NBA Live this year
I was naughty, my mouth was potty, talked back to Mommy
She let me slide most of the time, till' I talked back to Nane

These days I done learned how to love myself
How can I love somebody else if I don't love myself?
"How I'm gonna trust you, I don't trust myself?"
She said "The same way you can hug me, but can't hug yourself"
I know that I'm selfish
Always thinking of myself
I guess I'm in my mind again
Always stuck in an unlocked cell

I guess I'm in my feelings again
Guess I'm in my feeling again
Lately ain't been feeling my wins
And I ain't been catching my wind
I just got devastating news from my family
Tell me "it ain't true" you're just playing with me
But you know I don't play like that
For the first time in my life I wish we played like that (Aww)
Someone come and tell me "It's cap"
I want you to tell me "It's cap"
Having trouble still accepting the facts
I ain't never seen you down on your back
Your body ain't you without the soul intact
Had the biggest heart, why did you heart attack?
Got me nervous cause, my momma live the same way
Big-hearted and she practically the same age
Me and wifey got into it on the same day
Momma pulled up to the crib, just to tame flames
We ended up reminiscing about the good days
I still remember 2nd grade when yaw was roommates
I kind of wish we hit your line that night, but it's too late
I can't rewind it, tell me who designed this
Stuck in my thoughts, so hey, lost in space
I might call off today

These days I done learned how to love myself
How can I love somebody else if I don't love myself?
"How I'm gonna trust you, I don't trust myself?"
She said "The same way you can hug me, but can't hug yourself"
I know that I'm selfish
Always thinking of myself
I guess I'm in my mind again
Always stuck in an unlocked cell



Credits
Writer(s): Carrico Sanders Ii, Carrico Sanders Jr
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