Family First
I'm at a loss for words
I'm usually not but
I'll write this verse
To try it first cuz silence
Is worse my mother be working
My nerves and she can't deny it
Stress and depression is making
My weight a bit extra in need of
A diet or it's back to the bottle
My back to the wall and I'm
Not gonna fall because I'm a
Responsible father and they don't
Need none of my problems or
Maybe I should just solve them
Sometimes I'm like why should I
Bother that's why I need therapy
My thoughts be embarrassing
I'm losing my mind don't
Even know where it be
Life just be wearing and I am
Too young for this shit
These walls and industry doors
Are closing I feel like I'm done
With this shit nobody is
Answering my calls and I have
Been giving my all
This feeling is way too familiar
I guess I'm afraid the failure
I admit that I wasn't the best at
Commitment right hand on
My chest yeah I did that
I'm always apologizing
Giving a towel to dry when
You cry your eyes out
You never believe me I just
Wish that you would try now
I be wanting the best for us
It's selfish but you'd understand
The pressure I'm bout living
In wonder bout signing a
Deal and how to get paid
To fill up our stomachs
However see both of our
Sons is two beautiful kings
I will never ruin a thing
I'm always there while
I'm pursuing a dream
I'm usually not but
I'll write this verse
To try it first cuz silence
Is worse my mother be working
My nerves and she can't deny it
Stress and depression is making
My weight a bit extra in need of
A diet or it's back to the bottle
My back to the wall and I'm
Not gonna fall because I'm a
Responsible father and they don't
Need none of my problems or
Maybe I should just solve them
Sometimes I'm like why should I
Bother that's why I need therapy
My thoughts be embarrassing
I'm losing my mind don't
Even know where it be
Life just be wearing and I am
Too young for this shit
These walls and industry doors
Are closing I feel like I'm done
With this shit nobody is
Answering my calls and I have
Been giving my all
This feeling is way too familiar
I guess I'm afraid the failure
I admit that I wasn't the best at
Commitment right hand on
My chest yeah I did that
I'm always apologizing
Giving a towel to dry when
You cry your eyes out
You never believe me I just
Wish that you would try now
I be wanting the best for us
It's selfish but you'd understand
The pressure I'm bout living
In wonder bout signing a
Deal and how to get paid
To fill up our stomachs
However see both of our
Sons is two beautiful kings
I will never ruin a thing
I'm always there while
I'm pursuing a dream
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Writer(s): Adam Reed
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