Exosphere Saudade

When has it really been this hard just to make you happy?
You always say it's me, then I make you spoiled, then I end up lonely.
Took my rocket so you wouldn't see me, wouldn't see your beauty
I'm already in the orbit
Kicked me out of your life, like I didn't do any good for you
As I look throughout the world, why do I still want you?
As I orbit the moon, I still see you
Your waist, beautiful moon
I hope that another boy, treats you better
And if he doesn't, I can't complain.
Apparently, I did the same
As your on the beautiful world, and i'm missing you
Not gonna go back home, just for you.
I still have thoughts about you, floating where you'll never see me
Tryna call my boys from Houston told them that you'll never love me
Up here, it's an endless darkness
Hope your enjoying light.
I guess I never gave you light, you said that I ruined your life.
And now I guess I'm your despise.
I really thought that you really loved me,
But you really don't And all my shit I can't sustain
And all the spoils got in your brain.
Maybe it was really my fault
Spoiling bitches don't make sense
Where did your love go? I'm right up here
You feeling lonely? I disappeared
And maybe you know on how I feel
But why, why did I fall for you?
Why do I still want you?
This is my Saudade to you
My Exosphere Saudade to you
But why, why did I fall for you?
Why do I still want you?
This is my Saudade to you
My Exosphere Saudade to you
But why, why did I fall for you?
Why do I still want you?
This is my Saudade to you
My Exosphere Saudade to you