Second Guessing

Everybody has a different definition of friend
I'm tired but its never ever ever ever gonna end
You can try and pick my pockets but the contents are probably worthless
I'm gonna leave and second guess if it was worth the stress

I like to see what you see in me
But soon we'll have a history
I can't always be who you need me to be
And I'm sorry

I loved you so much that you didn't have to love me back
I feel a lack of love and sex but I'm in tact

Cracked out and blacked out, where's the light
To me, its just another night
I wish I could tell you, but I figured you would run
Run, run, run, run, run away

I loved you so much that you didn't have to love me back
I feel a lack of love and sex but I'm in tact

There's still so many words that I wanted to say
But I'm second guessing sending you a message everyday
The best way to show you that I love you is to stay away
I'm only 25 and there's still an entire world
Can't forget that she is just another girl

I like to see what you see in me
But soon we'll be history