Lying

I thought we had it we gathered like addicts
Sowing seeds so organic
Shit was deep as Atlantic
But it takes two to tango
Make her believe that you're
Sweet like mango
While you got me
Feelin' like I'm Rambo
Now I've just seen
How low can a man go
Can I go, man I go
Up just to come back down
Like I'm a kid swingin' in a playground
First time you had me charmed
Second time's an alarm
Third time you're bizarre if you think you didn't
Earn your right to sleep in the car
I'm not sorry, these games you play
Only ever end one way
You keep on lyin, I'm crying
Tryna' convince me I'm buying what you're supplying
You're denying, I'm implying
And damn I can't do this again
I'd rather be alone than anticipating the end
And if you think I'm thinkin' bout you
Better think again
What we had was never meant for movie reels
Unless you want a realistic view of how love really feels

I ain't been thinking much about you
I ain't been wondering what you been up to
But if you aint' been thinkin' bout me too
I could stop lying if you want me to
I could stop lying if you wanted me to

No one really knows where the path bends
Wish I was chillin' at home on the West end
Just smokin' up good with my best friends
But now I'm feeling so alone on the weekend
Now I don't know about you
But I think we emotionally bit off more than we could chew
Could I go back to the start, rip it apart
Right before I was low key falling for you
Now I ain't been thinkin' about you
So don't get it twisted
But since I have you for a minute
Why don't you give me a listen
I'm talking cosmic connection
A reflection of perfection
Don't tell me that shit was just misplaced affection
Subjecting my heart to rejection
Dissecting the past to make it last
But then you went and let the plane crash
By ejection of emergency seat
Just hope I land on my feet

Cuz something in me wanted something in you
Now I'm standing at the fence but I ain't getting through
Cuz that something in you is now cutting me loose
Now tell it to me baby would you hide the truth
Would you run away hop on a plane to Spain
Incredulous of happiness so instead choosing pain
This kind of shit don't happen every day
But just like that you let it fade away

I ain't been thinking much about you
I ain't been wondering what you been up to
But if you aint' been thinkin' bout me too
I could stop lying if you want me to
I could stop lying if you wanted me to

It's common sense that your actions have consequences
No offence meant but you lack confidence
You don't say what you mean and don't mean what you say
Everything ends at the end of the day
Except the way the pain plays with my brain
It's like a game makin' me go insane
A put together puzzle that's been rearranged
Used to think of things one way and now they're not the same
My life was right, so bright, love tight, no lonely nights
For a future I was willing to fight
But you let go
Lit a cigarette as the sweat rolled
The last breath you said regrets don't mean that I don't know
My mistake took its toll and now we're solo
So go slow
Before you have a family that won't show
Don't bury what you've got left of what could grow
I hope nobody
Tries to hold what the hurt stole
Because it's tainted it'll make you believe it's painted
With stains of where you could go
So don't tell me you don't know what to do
The grass is green and the sky is blue
You gave up on me but don't lose you
I could stop lyin' if you wanted me to
But I ain't been thinkin' much about you, you, you

I ain't been thinking much about you
I ain't been wondering what you been up to
But if you aint' been thinkin' bout me too
I could stop lying if you want me to
I could stop lying if you wanted me to

I ain't been thinking much, no no
I ain't been thinking much, no
I could stop lying if you want me to
I could stop lying if you wanted me to