Anxious Again

Here it comes again again again
This feeling of nervousness
I hate this sudden urge to pace
And when it comes I'm overcome with shame
Can't defeat this beast who steals my peace
And my beliefs

I hate this feeling of distrust
My emotions lie to me too much
Too much
I tell myself that I must trust
Let it go shake my feet of the dust
Just trust

Here I am again afraid of the unknown
There you go again reminding me of your control
Here we are again standing face to face
There I go again asking for grace

I keep forgetting what's at stake
Exchanging peace for what I can't change
Or erase

This feels like sickness in my gut
My mind does whatever it wants
It's chaos
It feels like jumping off a cliff
Living should never be like this
What did I miss

Here I am again afraid of the unknown
There you go again reminding me of your control
Here we are again standing face to face
There I go again asking for grace

This is not the end of the world
Even though it seems so big soon you'll learn
All you really need is to breathe let peace set you free
Accept what you can't change step out of this cage
Trust me and you'll see it's not what it seems

Here I am again afraid of the unknown
There you go again reminding me of your control

Here I am again afraid of what I know
There you go again reminding me I'm yours to hold
Here we are again no point in saving face
There I go again asking for grace