I Wish

Oh, sometimes I wish that I was someone else
And sometimes I wish that I could disappear
And just sometimes I hope that I will soar up there
And sometimes I hope that I will soar above it all
I think back and wonder where it all went wrong, I closed the door
I don't believe I really, truly sinned at all so why am I so doomed to fall?
It's like every time I close my eyes I see my own heart and I feel that sting as I fall apart

If it only wasn't for this jagged art
I'd be in the back of a funeral car
But here I am dreaming of my escape
A way out of the pain that I create
If only I could find contentedness
Then maybe I wouldn't feel like this
If only I could find contentedness
Then maybe I wouldn't feel like this

But I'm lost, stumbling in my own world
Where smiling and joy have been outlawed
If only I could find a way Just to get away
Will I deserve to ascend one day
Do I deserve not to fall again
I'm not prepared for that day when
Hell drags me in with no way back
Why is the world always on attack?
Whenever I see light it just dies
Am I doomed to be just food for flies?
It's like I'm stuck in this rut forever
Without a hand to hold, no touch from another
I'm doomed to live a life of never ending misery
I'm doomed to live a life of never ending misery



Credits
Writer(s): Chrissy Ruin
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