In the End - For You, Grandpa

Do you think I'm still happy now you're gone?
Do you think I need somebody else to hold?
Before my life was sunny, now it's colder
In the end I just try to be your home

Hey Poppie, how've you been?
Let me begin, I just try to stay in
In your life even if you're not here anymore
Don't leave me at the door
The door of your dreams, dreams of your heart
Everything is hard without you
I don't know where you are
I hope you see me like I see you in the stars
You were the best
Your death to me had the same effect as a bullet in my chest
You died in peace, you were blessed
That's a chance, you're still perfect
Since you've been gone
Everything's been happening to me like blows
Who will be by my side to watch me grow
I want to go back, I want to be your little boy

Memories, I just have good memories with you
Memories of you, memories of what we've been trough
Just try to stay calm
I'm just trying not to crack, just trying not to cry
Just trying to take a step back
From everything that's happened this summer
And hopefully I find my way out

How could it be? How could it be possible to have been so weak
Everything I need is you Poppie but you're not here
I don't know if I'm dreaming, or sleeping
Don't understand my heart's bleeding, I'm drowning
I think I'm lost with my feelings, or something
Even though I never took pills when I was sad
I feel like I'm someone who can no longer heal
And you said I'll never die, but you died and now everybody cry
You told me before you died
" Don't try to be somebody else, just be yourself!", ok fine
I hope to find the right road
Because one day I hope to have the honor
Of sitting on your throne
All I want to do right now is kill myself with my own gun

Do you think I'm still happy now you're gone?
Do you think I need somebody else to hold?
Before my life was sunny, now it's colder
In the end I just try to be your home



Credits
Writer(s): Pavel Denisov
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