Honest

I don't really know which way I'm going
All I know is that I'm riding in a one way
You ask me to be honest and I take notice
But you may not like all of the things I have to say

Lost in my head
Lost in my mind
Lost in my head
Lost in my mind

Middle of my own thoughts, and I find my mind sinking
I quiver as I point back, and of course I start thinking
How can I let loose my ammo, when my all of my drive is missing
Where did it go
How could I lose the light that I had lit, man

What did I do
What am I doing
Feeling like I'm holding shut my mind's eye
I know that I ain't the type of Jedi
To mess around with trying, but I can't lie
Lately, I been funneling my focus
Got my energy and motion directed into a scope
The problem is that I ain't really got time for more
Yeah, my grind's only on when I'm on my own

But what am I to do with it
I mean I guess it's true. Isn't it? Yeah
I love "love" much as the next guy does
But I ain't about to be a fool to it, yeah

Maybe that's cause I'm afraid of you
Maybe not, maybe it's more that I've laid with you
In the morning while you're snoring
And I'm actually ignoring my priorities
Just so I could keep staring at you

What am I gon' do with that
Yo for real, I ain't about go and do this dance
Yeah we cute, we communicate and the sex great
But if I'm honest I'm selfish and I don't trust your cats

Plus I feel creative, It's tough
Cause when I do, I don't know what's the right way to love
See my view of what we do
With the person that we choose to be with is pretty skewed
That's no excuse, but

I don't really know which way I'm going
All I know is that I'm riding in a one way
You ask me to be honest and I take notice
But you may not like all of the things I have to say

I don't really know which way I'm going
All I know is that I'm riding in a one way
You ask me to be honest and I take notice
But you may not like all of the things I have to say

Middle of my own thoughts, and I find my mind sinking
I quiver as I point back, and of course I start thinking
How can I let loose my ammo, when my all of my drive is missing
Where did it go
Where did it go
Where did it go

I just can't stand here in my confidence
With your whole heart in your eyes
Without thinking to myself that it's obvious
That our goals in life don't align. I'm
A broken individual with self preservation and gain on his mind
And I don't want to be a Dad, cause I don't wanna sacrifice any of my time

Yeah, I'm
Yeah, yeah
I'm just over here trying to be honest, babe

I don't really know which way I'm going
All I know is that I'm riding in a one way
You ask me to be honest and I take notice
But you may not like all of the things I have to say

I don't really know which way I'm going
All I know is that I'm riding in a one way
You ask me to be honest and I take notice
But you may not like all of the things I have to say

Lost in my head
Lost in my mind
Lost in my head
Lost in my mind

I don't really know which way I'm going
All I know is that I'm riding in a one way
You ask me to be honest and I take notice
But you may not like all of the things I have to say

I don't really know which way I'm going
All I know is that I'm riding in a one way
You ask me to be honest and I take notice
But you may not like all of the things I have to say