Feel Now

I'm as pissed as a twin who wish they ate the other in the womb
No one invite me to nothing so I'm just slumping up in my room
Even when I look to the moon, Everything is shaded in gloom
Hoping I change my mood soon, maybe by the afternoon

I can relax, chill out
Without suppressing and addressing what I feel now
A lotta depression I feel now
Different varieties of anxiety I feel now
And still how?

Do I keep on keep on going?
Leaving my mind open
To people who don't hear what I've spoken
Half of the time they think I'm joking
But I'm not
I put out my thoughts are
Right on the spot bar
I went above
No I'm not bragging, I just have been on par glove
Fitted like MJ, not OJ
I can say, thot hoes play
Games like MC, they not good
Cause if you can build yourself a house then why you taking all my wood
Calling me a creeper hope one delete ya as a motherfucker should
Nono B phone see 4g
Chords be lored in me pores and it distorts the
Vortex that we warped at
Nobody remembers being born
So how we get here all torn
From the morn til the moon soaring

Relax, chill out
Without suppressing and addressing what I feel now
A lotta depression I feel now
Different varieties of anxiety I feel now
And still how?

Does one go?
Fo mo than before
Where is the limit?
How does it end?
When you're a cynic
Who don't got friends
Why are you finicking around with what they lend?
I mean I get it, All of this is new
90% of bitches hotter than 90% you knew
And they want nothing to do with you
So I guess not much has changed
The same scenario it's scary yo, you entertain
The idea that a sight see-er might be a bad option
For the only measure of pleasure when thot copping
Hot dropping ass like their head on the floor
Cause it's deadweight
I can taste emotion with listening sight vision
Might revision this draft or send it out with a laugh

Relax, chill out
Without suppressing and addressing what I feel now
A lotta depression I feel now
Different varieties of anxiety I feel now
And still how?