7am in Shibuya

So tired of this broken soul
That only attracts the things that'll hurt it
And wonder if it's normal to question if life is worth it
Or question why this is all I can grasp when I see the future
Do people that seem more fortunate ever feel like a loser
Some days, I wake up feeling inspired to be that light
That guides someone out of their sorrows, encouraging them to fight
The others I just feel that waking up is enough
Or how the smallest thing like inhaling is a bit too rough
Amplifying the issue seems worse when you're all alone
That's why avoiding conversation is better than changing tones
But that's normal for your growth you gotta be on your own
And hope the family understand when you can't answer the phone
Emotions like this help me realize I'm human
But it's that pain I've been afflicted with I feel like I'm losing
Part of myself each time I end up inside of this vicious cycle
Constantly, fluttering in the spokes of this bi

Cycle of life, it feels that I'll keep on falling without an end
I'll never break, and yet the world's only testing how much I'll bend
Dreaming bigger than the average person
So failing something small is still a heavy burden
Frustration lets me know that I'm alive and hurting
Just know I never claimed to be somebody perfect
Yet someone elses words were strong enough to deem me worthless
Like everything that I've been trying don't seem that it's working
May be time to drop the curtains
Who am I
I'm losing sight of what I've been chasing
It's 0 or 100 I've long abandoned my pacing
While everyone around me is strengthening their resolve
I'm often quiet wondering if I'm really giving my all
And I'm not
Although I've come out of my ways
It's not uncommon if I'm lost in thought or caught in a daze
Days still go by and everything is mundane
Used to chase after the cheese like a mouse in a maze

Where's the ambition
Or better yet, when did it all go missing
I truly feel that rapping's the only time someone listens
Does my art go beyond that I'm more than just a musician
Did you hear anything that could help you see I'm a person
With his flaws on his shoulders but I'm wearing em proud
Gotta learn to love myself and hope that one day I'll smile
Gotta learn to let my grudges die cause who I am now
Is not reflecting on the me that used to keep himself down
Now I just go with the flow as I try to take it slow
Learn to give your heart all the time it needs to grow
The world moves on its own and not when you're ready to go
So staying down's out of the plans when I feel I've got more to show
Sometimes I feel I'm too open in my creations
I can only hope the outburst of feelings don't make you hate me
If you've been trapped for as long as me you'll relate
That's why I want it out there now any longer might be too late