Tremendous Pain

(RJBaNKS on the beat!)
Ayy, yeah yeah yeah

I been down on the road, been walking on my own
Ever since then, I been feeling nothing but tremendous pain
Too many losses, wondering when I'll win
Lost a brother and a sister
Nowadays, it just don't feel the same
I got kicked while I was down
It was so hard to pick myself up off the ground
Saying my prayers daily that I can finally crack a smile
Cause lately, my facial expression been a frown

Don't noboy get me, nobody seem to understand me
What they want from me cause nowadays, people so demanding
I done put my trust into so many but they steady scamming
Gotta keep a glizzy on me daily, I ain't taking chances
I been getting writer's block, its hard for me to say how I feel
This shit making me sick, I'm feeling Ill
I'm not talking bout Lil Wayne when he was rapping bout a mill
Tired of the fake when I'm only keeping it real
Tired of the fake love
I'm up late every night, thinking, I gotta stay up
Hoping it's all a bad dream, I gotta wake up
It's to the point where I'm surprised that I don't take drugs
This shit, I can't make up

I been down on the road, been walking on my own
Ever since then, I been feeling nothing but tremendous pain
Too many losses, wondering when I'll win
Lost a brother and a sister, nowadays, it just don't feel the same
I got kicked while I was down
It was so hard to pick myself up off the ground
Saying my prayers daily that I can finally crack a smile
Cause lately, my facial expression been a frown

I'll apologize to you, Kaniya, I know that I just went missing
But it's killing me inside whenever I'm not there to kiss you
I been absent, I don't want you see me in that position where I get all in my feelings
And you might think that I'm tripping
Shoulda thought bout how it'd be to try to love you from a distance
You been going through some problems but it's hard for me to fix em'
Because I'm not right there with you
Shoulda never left your side, I shoulda stayed in Mississippi
But I had to go and get it
I pray that we'll get back together again
Until then, I know that we'll be better as friends
I'll keep 100, baby, I could never pretend
And I'll never hurt you, baby, no, not ever again, yeah

I been down on the road, been walking on my own
Ever since then, I been feeling nothing but tremendous pain
Too many losses, wondering when I'll win
Lost a brother and a sister, nowadays, it just don't feel the same
I got kicked while I was down
It was so hard to pick myself up off the ground
Saying my prayers daily that I can finally crack a smile
Cause lately, my facial expression been a frown

Yeah, woah ouu
Woah woah woah
Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Tremendous pain, yeah